I love shoes. It really is like Toni Collettes character says in the movie "in her shoes"

They make you (and by you I mean me) feel better when you're down and put them on and you don't get the guilt and panic you feel when you've showed 1000 calories down your throat. You don't have to compromise what shoe you want to buy because they make your back look like the glasgow air port landing strip or your arms look like those fat greasy smoked sausages they used to serve at my old school. Shoes just makes your legs look like they could go on forever and for a second I could make my self believe that I actually worked out this week. My point is that I just got three pairs of shoes today and I finally think I understand the love woman feel for shoes that people always talk about. Maybe it isn't just an exaggeration. I mean it's not like real love. It's not like the love you feel for a person or an animal. But shoes can be comforting, like a warm blanket during a rainy day. Besides, when you think about it, where would some of our primary female role models be without a good pair of shoes?

I’ve been obsessed with the CTFxC vlogs lately. I’ve watched them for alittle over a month now, but when summer started I’ve been watching them non stop. It’s ridiculous really. Maybe it’s because I don’t have a life of my own right now that I spend WAY too much time watching someone elses. I love it anyway and I just watched the video where they talked about how they met and it really made me think about my future. I would love to have a boyfriend some day that loves me as much as Charles loves Alli. But I also realize that I have my whole life to be in love and I probably won’t fall in love this young anyway, so I might as well just relax and have fun. That’s the best part about being young, knowing that anything’s possible. Although it’s also hard sometimes, because it’s really cruicial that you make good decisions right now so you can get a good future and actually enjoy your life and not just look back and regret it all. Anyway, they’re really cute together and even if I don’t want a relationship right now, doesn’t stop me from having zappy day dreams about some made up dream guy that I can shoot paint balls at and make fun off  all the time.

Video of Allison talking about their vlogging and stuff on the YouTube show Mom's view

This is freaking impressive. Since I was little and watched Teenage Mutant Ninja Tutles, I've wondered about nunchakus. Michelangelo was my favorite and for about a week I asked my dad if I could get nunchakus. Probably a good thing he didn't get me any, I would probably have an alot flatter face if he had. But this girl rocks at it. It proves that with enough practice, you can really learn anything.

So, I'm still wasting away my summer. With no friends and being stuck here, I don't know what to do. THIS SUX. Any one know anything I can do that involves people? This animal rights thin isn't coming along at all. I really need to meet some people and do something.

Watching documentaries about dolphins and whales and it gave me an idé. Hopefully have any one reading this seen the cove *(if you haven't, go see it it's a horrific but great film) or you could go on youtube and watch some documentaries about it, it's very eye opening.

I want to start a demonstration against kolmårdens djurpark (swedens largest zoo) for keeping captive dolphins. If I could get together enough people, I'm sure some journalist would like to write bout it,

 since there's been alot of critisism since a zoo keeper recently got killed by a wolf and not long before this a whole pack was killed after a group of wolfs who belonged to this pack has escaped their enclosure. Ok, honestly, I'm not going to be able to do this, but It couldn't hurt to do some research and maybe learning something from it and it would be cool if I could make a difference and bring some awareness to someone. Maybe even start a demonstration against whaling in norway.

ljuva 80-tal

Har kollat på Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, som är gjorda tidigt 90-tal, men ändå, det finns mycket 80-tal i personligheterna. Och jag såg precis Lost Boys, en vampyr film, på TV, från 80-talet. Jag verkar tycka om 80-tals filmer nu, villket känns lite otippat. Jag tror det är för att det är skönt att se nånting annat än dagens stil. Man har blivit så trött på de filmer som kommer nu, de är alla så himla lika. Jag menar de gjorde vad, tre filmer om KK's förra året. Och nu kommer ennu en Spiderman film, varför inte supermannen? Har all kreativitet och unikhet blivit utklämd ur filmbranshen. Visst, det finns ju anndra filmer som inte tillhör main stream genren, men det är main stream filmerna som allmänheten kommer att se. I för sig så går väl de flesta och ser dagens filmer för att det är dom filmerna de vill se. Som jag skulle aldrig kunna få med min mamma till folkets bio igen, en gong var tillräckligt för henne att inse att det inte är hennes grej. I för sig så tycker jag det är rätt könt att ha filmer som bara fokuserar på att underhålla. Då går man tillbaka lite till filmens syfte från början. Man får bara slappna av två timmar och behöver inte tänka så mycket på budskap, det känns bra ibland. Jag tror det är det folk gillar med film, att bli underhållna. Min syster ska gå och se Ice Age 4 i morgon. Jag kanske kan få någon att gå och se den med mig med, Ice Age filmerna äger ju (förlåt, kunde inte komma på ett mer passande ord, det är sent, jag borde såva nu) och det är såna filmer som funkar för vuxna också. Ska gå ochh lägga mig i sängen och stirra i taket en stund, natti natt.